| I think i just learn who are my friends.
People who i would feel comfortable with.
People who i would never doubt.
And people who i can be as truthful and honest to.
Yes, maybe i should "grow up".
But maybe its all of you who should see that growing up
would only make you trust less,
know less and be more suspicious.
Because, if that is all there is to growing up.
I don't ever wanna grown up.
So don't take my friendship for granted.
As they say "your best friends are those from school".
There are several people like you out there.
They would be happy to pretend to be your friend.
After all, thats all you do anyways.
But who am i to judge, you are old enough to.
If you truly believe that i would be dumb enough
to not notice all the bitching you do behind me,
all the complaining, all the backstabbing and
all the fake smiles you give me.
I'm disappointed.
Because although, we haven't been close recently,
we used to.
So don't fool your self and say that,
"yeah, everyone else has changed so much and I don't think I have."
Because you have, and no matter how much you deny,
and it shows on you.
You are less kind, less trustworthy,
more greedy, more selfish and more fake.
No matter how many times you put on that mask everyday,
it still shows your hideous face.
I don't require you to even know my name.
After all, the only time you call me is when you need something.
I regret so much because of you.
Good bye, go find your "friends".
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| to hayyan: its not who you think it is - -"
seriously and if i did "like" you know who b4
NO WAY ANYMORE
EW. yea i just got so over anything if there was anything =]
i completely take back what i said 2 days ago
ARGHHHHH
so yea. im bored
and more exams 2morow
ahhhhh sigh i love exams
...
dont you?
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| To hayyan: hahah maybe it is =]
To sauwai: OMG i know, no one xangas any more.. kinda sad -_-"
To lorraine: haha yea i was bored the other day and decided to just write something for the sake of it:P
hmmm its been ages since anyone wrote a blog of their day
or a just a bunch of quotes which they found sooo cute :P
kinda sad really, everyone just writes these into the notes section of facebook
which is now over polluted with applications
i get a million a day - -"
Soon facebook would be "out" and something else would replace it until that becomes boring again
so many people added facebook cuz because everyone was.
wasnt it ok already when everyone had xanga?
now its.. like msn ... but slower
yea so what you can have.. free gifts - -"?
its still all online.
plus, its less time consuming on xangas cuz you dont need to do so much
ahh well. people like to do things everyone else wants to..
maybe xanga would be popular again... haha i havnt been on for so long..
i forgot how to write a "weblog":P
thx for actually "propping"?
you got the.. xanga email thing yea?
haha i still have the subscription, just never checked it =]
cuz someone* always writes stupid entries that noone wants to read :P
i wonder who...
juli
:)
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| wow... i dont even know...
it was such a long time ago,
last time i wrote here...
so much has happened.
i think ive grown up more
understood more
and believe more
ive learnt to love life and
ive found someone who loves it with me
though were just friends
it feels right and we are always there for each other
thank you..<3
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